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Am I a whore?

I had a day dream that brought me to tears. This type of thing happens often. I was sitting on a bar stool in a dark, familiar bar clutching a Redd’s Apple Ale. At my side, I don’t know if it was Jesus Christ or Satan, but it was the most comfortable and understood I ever felt in my life.

Whatever his identity, I would have followed blindly whether it have been to my salvation or detriment. Why? He never told me a lie and he never told me the truth. He let me feel perfect even though I wasn’t. Longing for any other confidante seemed pointless. I’m not sure if this means I’m completely in love with myself or not at all, but this is reality.

Crying, I asked him, “Am I a whore?” He told me, “The definition of whore is relative to an individual’s opinion of what qualities make up a whore. Whores are hungry for sex and have no heart. You have a heart. You are hungry for sex with someone you love.” He made me fall in love with him. Twin flame.


Xoxo, Yetti

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